Saturday, February 25, 2012

i need your accompany.

its a sad day for me today. i couldn't used to sleep myself anymore. :( 
im hell homesick now.. crying non-stop till breathless.. suffering alone.. home alone.. no friends..
no housemate.. no food.. no blanket.. no bedsheet.. no shower.. whole room is just empty 
and some clothes.. its a small matter for u but its a big matter for me :( 
i need your accompany dear :( 

i feel like going back home. I WANNA GO HOME. :'''((
  

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

A post to my dear F.L / God.

TWENTY TWELVE. What would this year brings to the world?

hmmmm...

happy? sad? suffer? excited? surprise? natural disaster? human-made disaster? new diseases?
would it be a good dragon year or bad one?
Nobody knows.

For me, i hope it wold be a better year of course! :)
For the past one month in year twenty twelve, it was an awesome, happy, full of activities and full of hopes for
twenty twelve. EVER.
No matter who is telling me there will be some natural disaster oversea or twenty twelve is a bad year and so on, no matter what, how and when would those bad things happen, eventhough the worst thing had happened just a week ago.. im still believing that twenty twelve will be a better year.

BUT Right Now,, it is not.. :( IT IS NOTT!!
When i saw it, i cant believe it! WHY? Why would it happen to me? i had tried my best to solve you..

Dear F.L / God,
YESSS! your friend is gone, but why are you still staying here??
i just cant breath when you are shouting on me.. and i know you are expanding more and more
each time. aren't you?

Alright, lets make an agreement here.. i'll let you stay in my heart and protect you AND you must not shouting/expanding your anger to me anymore. ill treat you like a baby and sayang you all the time until you come out.
For this time, ill forgive you and you pls gimme another chance. This is not kidding. I dont want my loved one get worried. And, i have to be happy in this twenty twelve world. :')

Thank You.
Regards,
Yuong. :)