Friday, September 18, 2009

so tough!! :(

sigh!
don't know how to start my story..
it seems like give up to all my studies ad..

MONDAY,
class start at 10am until 6pm
but i reached home at 6.45pm because of a little bit traffic jam in front of schools
TUESDAY,
had our mpw's assignment rehersal for the presentation which is on 2pm later at 9am-10am..
then go back home rest, memories my speech and have to go back to school again at 1pm
while i was presenting, i couln't cool down myself! i tried to...but still cannot!! although everyone gives me support, but it stil bring nervous to me..WHY??? WHY i just can't act like others people to do it very well????
after that....we ended our mpw class at 4.05pm
econs extra class is one hour later until 7pm!! 7pm!! so long!!
i wish to go back early everyday wherever i studying at...
but why they manage the time like this???:( so poor me....:'(
WEDNESDAY,

it was quite a nice day in this week,
watched rabbit proof fence during english class, doing revision during acct class
and my favourite lecturer!! let us go early at 3.15pm! heheh^^
THURSDAY,
which was today..
was having acct test at the 1st period
then mpw presentations grup by group again...
had 2 hours lunch after that:)
math extra class at 2pm to 4pm today
*the subject i feel like giving up in my studies*
i can't even know understand what is it?
i didn't learn before...never see the symbols even the graph!!!
WHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY??!!!!!!!
are jpa's students deity?? how come they can just get it easily and got full marks on quiz??

i wonder.....WHY???!!!!!WHY!!!???
i realised that hows "STRESS" can make a person to commit suicide themselves...
i wonder.....will i go to that way one day??
NO!! DEFINITELY NO!!
I WON'T!! YES! I WON'T!!
who m i?? happy angel that god had given me! yes! that's right!:)=]:D

it's time to do an in depth study already....
2 more tests are coming on tomorrow...
i m ready to get half of the marks in math's test(at least), also hopefully
econs is ok...so all the best to myself!:)
the day after tomorrow, going out to enjoy gao gao for raya's break...

SUNDAY-WEDNESDAY,
flight to indonesia! yeah! i love aeroplane~!:)=]

opsss, s***! tonnes of assignmentsss are waiting for me...!!! arrgghhhh!!!!

conclusion:
pre-u=self studying.