Saturday, February 25, 2012

i need your accompany.

its a sad day for me today. i couldn't used to sleep myself anymore. :( 
im hell homesick now.. crying non-stop till breathless.. suffering alone.. home alone.. no friends..
no housemate.. no food.. no blanket.. no bedsheet.. no shower.. whole room is just empty 
and some clothes.. its a small matter for u but its a big matter for me :( 
i need your accompany dear :( 

i feel like going back home. I WANNA GO HOME. :'''((
  

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

A post to my dear F.L / God.

TWENTY TWELVE. What would this year brings to the world?

hmmmm...

happy? sad? suffer? excited? surprise? natural disaster? human-made disaster? new diseases?
would it be a good dragon year or bad one?
Nobody knows.

For me, i hope it wold be a better year of course! :)
For the past one month in year twenty twelve, it was an awesome, happy, full of activities and full of hopes for
twenty twelve. EVER.
No matter who is telling me there will be some natural disaster oversea or twenty twelve is a bad year and so on, no matter what, how and when would those bad things happen, eventhough the worst thing had happened just a week ago.. im still believing that twenty twelve will be a better year.

BUT Right Now,, it is not.. :( IT IS NOTT!!
When i saw it, i cant believe it! WHY? Why would it happen to me? i had tried my best to solve you..

Dear F.L / God,
YESSS! your friend is gone, but why are you still staying here??
i just cant breath when you are shouting on me.. and i know you are expanding more and more
each time. aren't you?

Alright, lets make an agreement here.. i'll let you stay in my heart and protect you AND you must not shouting/expanding your anger to me anymore. ill treat you like a baby and sayang you all the time until you come out.
For this time, ill forgive you and you pls gimme another chance. This is not kidding. I dont want my loved one get worried. And, i have to be happy in this twenty twelve world. :')

Thank You.
Regards,
Yuong. :)

Friday, December 2, 2011

你不知道的事

甚麼時候我的部落格變成了我唯一的依靠 -- :'(
面子書不會再有真實的貼,不能也不要。

想哭卻哭不出...為甚麼就是沒有一首歌是
女人想哭就哭不是罪?

你永遠不知道,滿心期待換來這一點點的 'no' 是怎樣..
這是第二次..每一次都有你的理由..

選擇放棄,試著個接受的那一個...no more offer from me..

再加上,我不是悶,而是鬱悶! 但你卻沒有一絲的感覺...
你的事情永遠要別人去了解,你從來沒有體會過我的心情..:'''(

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

如鞦韆般的心情

我要的是你的時間,而不是你每一天的問候...

我的十一月!就這樣過了~


i misssss youuuu helll lott!!! :'(

Monday, November 28, 2011

happy birthday to myself!

title sounds pity, like nobody celebrates for me..heheh
nop, got a small small celebration at sis's house with my cousin as her birthday
is one day earlier than me :)
birthday present is not much as last year bcos there was no party like last year
somehow i still feel happy and sweeeet!

got 2 birthday gifts from my sister which are nike sport shoes(sounds weird, but needed
it long time ago XD) and a bracelet from M... Dutti! <3


 that's my 2nd bracelet from 3 jie! thankiuuuu ~
love it so muchhh :))

and of course my da jie fu, da jie, 2 jie, 5 jie, 5 jie fu, kiska, kliment and alice for the starbucks
and 4 jie, 4 jie fu, koko, sister-in law and ah shi for the small celebration! :))
love all of you - daddy & mummy <3

post it today bcos today is your birthday! 28 november 2011!
gonna eat steamboat at 3 jie house later..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 3 JIE!! <3 

Thursday, November 17, 2011

心事誰人知

唉... 工作的第三天竟然蹺班

終於鬆了一口氣!

its really stress.. but nobody knows
you knew it but you thought it is bcos i want to escape.. (mayb?)
no idea why .. but it just makes me feel like giving up my life at the sudden!

thats sux!

wonder if i really stil an under age lady..
wonder if i really interesting in this area..
wonder if i ....

:'(
重點是,我不喜歡你用那種眼神看著我...dont care about me pls..!

Thursday, August 25, 2011

女人的誘惑

有一种致命誘惑,女人总是無法抵挡,它不叫“男人”,它的名字 是 “高跟鞋”



一向買平底鞋的我,從不買/穿高跟鞋的我 被名字叫 “高跟鞋” 的 被吸引住了!
找遍全 shopping centre 的鞋店,聽好,是兩天哦~終於都買到了!
回到家,發現自己竟然買高跟鞋!!!大概有9厘米高!! OHMYGODD!!

在運動女孩找到它,AUD 79.95. 感覺不錯~好像有點老,穿上它又有點成熟,但喜歡它的顏色 :)
下星期可以穿它咯~ *期待+緊張* 呵呵~

buii niiii,, this is what i wanted to show you... hehehehe:pp