Deakin Tri 2

NO GOOD.

its a toughest semester for me. time flies, and i have to submit
4 assignments in 3 weeks time, and i dont even know what to do and
how to do. Great!

Thought management is the simplest subject, but i was wrong. :(
here comes the finance, lots calculations which i hated the most! yet, i still
couldn't escape it.. :(

so HOW????

yeap! taking summer course in case i fail two subjects out of four. :( sigh!
no birthday celebration, no christmas celebration, no new year celebration,
no cny celebration and no angpow. :( thats fine.

ANDDD i m gonna staying alone for a month during summer due to housemates
are going back to their countries on january. saddd:(

not thinking of it for now, bcos i have run out my time to do my works!

ciaoooooo............ good night :) *still, i have to put on :) to make my day!

BORED.

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU !!!!!!

it's another bored weekend. AGAIN. sigh.

couple would like to go out eventhough its just a walk.
BUT, bored.ness happened on me and my man. @#$%^&#@%*#%@
my man would never plan for the weekend. yea. NEVER!! how sad right?

argghhhhhh!!!! i dont want to be so lifeless!!!!
that would make me miss my sweet home more and more each day!!! :'(
what can i do then?

*DEEP SIGH!*

期望 好的，事情

5／3／2012 開學日。
但我一點也不想上學...
原以為快要回家的我，不用收拾心情專心上課
哪裡知道 隔天，姐打電話來講說不用回家了
六月再回家....那我是否該開心還是憂心？？？
唉.. 反正整個人就是很累！

＊好想下星期才是真正的開學喔～因為我都沒有好好的玩一場 :(

還有就是，，我今天是哭醒的，而且是哭得很淒殘的那一種

［面對所有親情，友情，愛情的背叛就好像快要窒息了...］
為甚麼會這樣？是我不習慣一個人了嗎？還是說我太依賴你了？
？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？

人家說 我的笑容很甜 （自誇）呵呵～
所以我必須保持我的不變形象 >>> 大笑地說：

我還是我！忘記從前，珍惜現在，展望未來！

希望 ［好的，事情］走向我吧！ ；）

i need your accompany.

its a sad day for me today. i couldn't used to sleep myself anymore. :( 

im hell homesick now.. crying non-stop till breathless.. suffering alone.. home alone.. no friends..

no housemate.. no food.. no blanket.. no bedsheet.. no shower.. whole room is just empty 

and some clothes.. its a small matter for u but its a big matter for me :( 

i need your accompany dear :( 

i feel like going back home. I WANNA GO HOME. :'''((

  

A post to my dear F.L / God.

TWENTY TWELVE. What would this year brings to the world?

hmmmm...

happy? sad? suffer? excited? surprise? natural disaster? human-made disaster? new diseases?
would it be a good dragon year or bad one?
Nobody knows.

For me, i hope it wold be a better year of course! :)
For the past one month in year twenty twelve, it was an awesome, happy, full of activities and full of hopes for
twenty twelve. EVER.
No matter who is telling me there will be some natural disaster oversea or twenty twelve is a bad year and so on, no matter what, how and when would those bad things happen, eventhough the worst thing had happened just a week ago.. im still believing that twenty twelve will be a better year.

BUT Right Now,, it is not.. :( IT IS NOTT!!
When i saw it, i cant believe it! WHY? Why would it happen to me? i had tried my best to solve you..

Dear F.L / God,
YESSS! your friend is gone, but why are you still staying here??
i just cant breath when you are shouting on me.. and i know you are expanding more and more
each time. aren't you?

Alright, lets make an agreement here.. i'll let you stay in my heart and protect you AND you must not shouting/expanding your anger to me anymore. ill treat you like a baby and sayang you all the time until you come out.
For this time, ill forgive you and you pls gimme another chance. This is not kidding. I dont want my loved one get worried. And, i have to be happy in this twenty twelve world. :')

Thank You.
Regards,
Yuong. :)

你不知道的事

甚麼時候我的部落格變成了我唯一的依靠 -- :'(

面子書不會再有真實的貼，不能也不要。

想哭卻哭不出...為甚麼就是沒有一首歌是

女人想哭就哭不是罪？

你永遠不知道，滿心期待換來這一點點的 'no' 是怎樣..

這是第二次..每一次都有你的理由..

選擇放棄，試著個接受的那一個...no more offer from me..

再加上，我不是悶，而是鬱悶！ 但你卻沒有一絲的感覺...
你的事情永遠要別人去了解，你從來沒有體會過我的心情..:'''(

如鞦韆般的心情

我要的是你的時間，而不是你每一天的問候...

我的十一月！就這樣過了～


i misssss youuuu helll lott!!! :'(